We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

The Blackout

by Concubine

/
  • Streaming + Download

     

1.
we conquered the city with our thoughts aligned, we painted the world as a brand new hope. but they're watching every move we make, and from the top of our lungs, we made them collapse. with rusted hands, I cover my eyes from the lights, we were never left alone, so we had to leave. pray for sleep, because we will never run away and just try and stop us when we all ignite, in this world of dischords. "you're taking the life of innocent men." a firing gun sounds the same in every fucking language. we walked half the world with bleeding feet, the sign carved in my chest is our guiding light. but our torches shine brighter than every sun, we're all here to watch you burn. we conquered the city with our thoughts aligned, from the top of our lungs, we made them collapse. with rusted hands, I cover my eyes from the lights, we were never left alone, so we had to leave. pray for sleep, because we will never run away and just try and stop us when we all ignite, in this world of dischords.
2.
i'm not giving up. no matter how many times, i'm waking up face down, staring into your dead eyes. sleep next to me, just to feel my body dissolve next to yours. and all I'm wondering is how washed up I'll be. i'll speak through your tongue, just to hear myself lie every second. when I'm holding the hands of fate, yours are the hands I'll let go of. here comes that feeling you thought you'd forgotten getting sight back in a blind world i'm giving all that I have, while you're giving me what's left of you. i'm giving all that I have. oh please just - say something, say something else than all these paperthin lies i want to find forgiveness just to keep you away from me say something, say something else your words are suffocating. every time, I look at you, all I see, a dark fucking end. i'm giving all that I have, while you're giving what's left of you. here comes that feeling you thought you'd forgotten getting sight back in a blind world x2 scarred with the pain of knowing, her eyes are like gallows. all the lovers in your trophy case, all the weights in your buried heart. you, me, and love, will never see the light of day.
3.
waking up without a brain cell left in my head every memory lost with every second so i breathe in ”who the fuck are you to call me wrong?” i'm not the one lying half dead with a liver filled with the disappointments each night brings so i breathe out every heartbeat is a revolution in this imprisoned body ”all you have to do is say no” so i breathe in pick up the pieces of the shattered dream of us and i'm not leaving this room alone so breathe out leave the lights on so you'll dry your eyes out from watching every spark between us fade when there's nothing left keep breathing in// keep breathing out// keep repeating - until you're speaking in tongues day one: i'm not dying alone, i'm finding a way out – no matter the price day two: what is lost cannot be found, what is dead cannot be saved day three: everything for some intimacy, but i'm still running away from closure day four: i'm stuck in her choking caress, lost in translation and i keep living the same day day five: what is a man without a conscience? a hollow lie, just a hollow lie day six: even though this is the beginning of a panic attack eighty years strong it feels like it's neverending day seven – eight – nine – ten: i'm fucking sick of being like them, this is enough we're living in circles, i'm not saying farewell until it's the truth and all you do is talk, talk, talk, talk, talk the silence is bliss for once break loose from this life stuck on repeat ”who the fuck are you to call me wrong?” we're living in circles we're living in circles
4.
defeated by sleep, stuck in collision, between the grains of sand in the hourglass always counting down struggling to maintain a sense of the emotions, once felt, now lost. leave the losses, we're the might we need to carry on to all those with the weight of the world on their shoulders to all those with a heavy heart i'll carry your burdens and your despair for i am weightless. still i keep falling night by night and the panic flows in, uninvited, yet welcome choking me until i wake can't you keep steering me home? every word you whisper in my ear i'll scream under the streetlights as a cry for help i want to start again at square one but i'm stuck at minus five to all those with the weight of the world on their shoulders to all those with a heavy heart i'll carry your burdens and your despair for i am weightless. x2 never let me feel anything again 6000 days and i'm losing track twice as many until i see an ending when you were ten hearts lighter we weren't alike, we were each other when you were ten hearts lighter when you were ten hearts lighter
5.
The Blackout 05:12
the panic starts rushing through my veins, struggling to feel free for once. pull out my heartstrings and tie me down, she still breathes from my lungs. blackout, or am I blind? another sleepless night. i won't let go. collapsing into a new dark void, without any sense of control. every night, running towards the red lights, in hope of finding home again. blackout, or am I blind? another sleepless night. we've lost all hope. if this night never comes to an end, and if everything I gave up meant nothing at all, kill all the lights in this town, because I'm not waking up. and silhouettes are dancing side by side in this mirrored room even though I'm a million miles away from the curse that carries your name, I will never be free. you're an echo in every breath, enslaved by structures built in your name. and every pale memory is engraved within me, and so I start running against the wall, with death as my finish line I could scream your name a thousand times in the middle of the night, and it wouldn't change a single thing yet I'm still waiting for this spark to ignite and I'm nothing, until you say I am not. And I'm nothing, until you say I am not. And I'm nothing, until you say I am not. without hope, there is no me. without love, there is no us.

about

credits

released January 20, 2012

Artwork by Felicia Simion

Recorded at MNG Studios by Dan Swanö.
Mixed & Mastered by Dan Swanö at Unisound
www.unisound.se

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Concubine Sweden

contact / help

Contact Concubine

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

Concubine recommends:

If you like Concubine, you may also like: